If anyone is going through this, like I am, expressing yourself artistically may be a fine way to let the feelings go out, without having to speak. I don't like to speak literally about what is probably hurting me for so long.
'Cause this is what depression is all about: you can't think about what is wrong at the present moment, you have to think that this is a growing cancer, that comes from a while ago, since all your nightmares were "dancing" for so long in your head. When you are finally out of that bad reality, all your feelings seem to rise from deep inside, and your little box is finally open. You feel exposed. You don't know who you